I was in the car with my father going to macdonald at 11pm
And he open the CD Rainbow.hahaha
me and dad start to feel the beat of real Rock N Roll.
hahah.okay i was happy suddenly.

okay imnhby.
hahaha figure out yourself

I called this artwork "living"

Dear my one and only The Almighty Allah.
Show me the right path
Please give me strength and will
to take good care of my dearest one.
Please give me some strong heart.
To go through all the good and bad.
Please let me love her as much as i could.
Please make her realize how truthful and sincere
i am..
Forgive me and her for all our sins..
Forgive our families ..
Nevertheless..
Please make our love as long as we could..
Amin


i will never let you fall my love one..i promise..

Well im back.

Well, yeap. i get fired ,and my name is not in the schedule anymore.
So i will be pretty busy with assignments on weekends..
pity noni need to work..i wish i could take over her place, and let her rest at home every weekend..

so Yesterday went skating ..
Today stay at home trying to finish up Assignments..
Through out the whole day infront of this computer..family went in and out of the house.

But, me, i went in and out from the kitchen .

hmm..
well it's almost 5 months with noni.
For now, everything is back to normal, shall i say?
i wanna make a new start..a good one with noni.
hoping for the best..
but i'm afraid, noni couldnt stand my nonsense anymore..
I hope you don't bottle up all your feelings...

Goodbye
Love Noni.

i wish you had a better life..
I'm just a pain in the ass..sigh..

Blood is thicker than water..

okeh title doesn't have anything to do with this post.oh well.

so tell me what i experience till now.

k. didn't get paid for one month i work.thanks.
Fought with my good old buddy about that pay.Thanks.
get fired just because i didn't turn up for work , which i just check my schedule is off.and a last min changes, on that day it self.Thanks.
Had a misunderstanding with someone.Thank god my heart is burning inside, but. still.

oh well. I had enough for now.

so im the most hated man on earth.

oh well..

goodbye.
lots of love to noni.

hiatus..

inon,uoy evol i

so i here by , once again..life in despair.. or perhaps..i'm just heartbroken..

i'm not one bit attractive..so i'm totally right..
sorry if im not your dream guy..
sorry if im too bad for all this..
sorry if im controlling you all these while..
sorry if i had made your life a piece of boredome..
sorry if i made you fall for me..

i think i just know the reason why..
sorry if im making you embarrase outside walking with me..

BUT

thank you for showing me what is right and wrong..
thank you for giving me what i want..
thank you for being there with me all these while..
thank you for giving me chance to be with you..
thank you for all the food..
thank you for opening your heart for me..
thank you for showing me what is love..

sigh..i'm living in the world of mirror..

i'm just afraid to lose you right now..or in the future..
but i want things to go better..
help me noni?
you have ur own diary which will state every single things, and feeling that you felt towards me..sincerely or not..i wouldnt know..

i'll just have to be patience..i'll just have to take good care of you..
i wish i'll be just like "them" who you use to have a crush on.
i wish you will sincerely cherish me for who i am..
i still remember the first day we went out and you said about something which you like to do in the past with your past lover..
but ..i just realise, not even with me..
sigh.. you are the only person in this world, whom i called, love..

well..i end my speech for now..and i will not be updating blog after this..i will.but not always..

i'll be on hiatus, searching for something..something..perhaps..an answer for the question?

and to you guys who is trying their best, don't even try to take this chance ,or even advantage..i'll wipe your ass off if you guys do..i know what you guys are up to..thanks..


goodnight
lots of love, to noni..
help me noni..
help me, death..
help me, love..

I lost my usb cable for my phone months back.so..i couldnt upload my photo here,at home..

work, seems abit stupid, cause i didn't get the pay..which i have work for one month.
i've plan on so many things, but it has been delay due to that manager, who give shortage of money to other worker, and didnt even give me pay .thanks.

so i've cut my new hair, seems abit cacat.cause i used to long hair alreadi.but nvm.
irritating keep asking me to cut hair.so i decided to cut so , SRI, da gunting!:D
so i will be looking slenge everywhere.

i hope noni don't mind with my new hair.

soo, i live with hatred all around. thank you everyone.
even my best buddy lar, who can't wait and always want thing to go on his way, so before he being irritating why he didnt get his pay, i'll just say i don't know, so just don't ask me anything, cause i'm fed up too.
AND, he keep asking me again.and he said why can't he ask, and he say , i only know my anger but not his.haha. i just said don't ask cause i don't know anything. which part of my sentence he don't understand, so he went saying i'm just following people's order and people will take advantage of me and i will be a fool. Thank you so much..

so, went skating..blabla..

then went back..noni didn't reply me...
Are you alright dear?