i start it first..again..
i know..
it has been always me..
forget about it..
i promise you one day it will be fine..
please give me sometimes to change..
and i'll give you sometimes too..

don't worry , i'll bring you to some place you never been to ok?
i'm starting to understand you better..
please give me some times for me to make an effort to understand you..
just bear with me a little bit more..
and we'll be happy =)

oh ya.. my brother took cab with me home, i went to meet him at lavender.
And you know what?
this taxi driver is a serious damn racer..
he drove 140km/h . imagine that.
and 110km/h corner.
well that's abit scary..
and all i could think bout is you..
i wanna tell you this earlier on but i know you don't have the mood to talk nor listen..
it's scary.
In my mind, i just think that can i ever meet you again if the taxi went wrong?

hence, i love you noni..still.
I just don't wanna run away from problems, thus i wanna solve it smoothly..

ps: i love you

So,
I've been rewang-ing for the past 2 days. yeap.
since months i never seen ajib. He still the same.
So , nothing much interesting happen.
Just that my hand got a blister while cutting the fillet.hahaha

And yea! got my pay on the spot.
So tomorrow gonna meet this lady called Hidahwati .
I can't wait !argh! haha.
okay, noni, i miss you . ok?hahaha.

Another 3 more days to my PAY which i've been waiting for 2 months and counting.haha
And! another 15 more days to OUR 7th! and another 46 more days to our 8th!
and , jeng jeng jeng..60 more days to VROOM..


Noni i miss you!:D

Okay, at last i get to meet my sweetheart after 5 days of my refreshments and her tiredness.ahaha.
And One thing she don't know is that , when i get to see her,when i'm standing outside the gate.
And then she came to open the gate , i was carried away , happy, and all ______(all happy feelings)i'm freaking happy!
and serious shit im damn happy.
And trust me, i couldn't stop laughing cause i'm too happy!haha.
i miss those sweet features of her.
It isn't a lie and never a lie .I've seen her true beauty.
and damn it , Beautiful .

To noni, With or without ur acne , you're still beautiful to me no matter what. i don't give a fuck what people gonna say about you , love. The one who's living with you is me, not them .With of without ur acne , I've seen your beauty in you.Both outer (your looks)and inner(your heart) of you.
In other words, I love you , not your acne. get it?so i don't care about how many acne you have.haha.What matter is i just wanna whisper in your ears , I love your existence around me. And it's gonna forever be that way.
No matter how kukuhead i can be, or how baluku you can be,
you're still gonna be mine love.
could i just say , " sweetheart could i have you in my entire life?"
~25th dec 2009~

If my pay has more than 200bucks.I'll buy either one :)
And i miss my girlfriend, Nur Hidahwati :)))

Happy 6 months :)

She's a gangster!haha

Okay i know noni said she didn't have lots of photos, but i just find out earlier that i've got lots and lots of pics!hahaha.From 12 july, to school pics, to buying lomo, to her house, to anywhere!hahaha.Ouh ya, Simah already got the N lvl result!i wanna know!i heard, she's going ite?hahah.
false hope on sec 5 huh?hmm.Okay i don't know what to post..oh ya, haha.
recently i've been strumming on my guitar since idk how long i never really played it .
Did you know my guitar name is Alexandria?she's a girl. haha. Just be gentle with her and she'll produce nice song. And oh, it's been long she didn't actually change its string..haha.poor my guitar..

Oh and haha, coincidently met noni's father while walking noni's home, so went back together with him.



ok and i miss noni.

Au Revoir!

No mood for anything else.

maybe im just plain boring..
i'm the worst and useless boyfriend ever.
I don't let my girlfriend go clubbing..
i don't let my girlfriend buy ed hardy tshirt
i don't know what else..
i'm just a fucking idiotic guy ever..
i know..
i don't know what went wrong ..
i don't know what happen to me..or maybe her..
i don't know nothing at all.
i'm not like other few kids who know lots and way better..
if im not here,
others will be happy and be together with her..
hais..
I just suck at everything else..
i just need my own Noni..
I know there's lots of guys are way better than me..
i think you guys prefer noni not to be with me..
I just suck at relationship..
This is my longest relationship ever in my entire life..
i got no one else..
I'm the human hater of the earth..
i Don't wish what happen in secondary school days happen again..
I have a bad reputation back then...
i have the countless enemies..
even if i do best for them they hate me.
family were too busy with their stuff.
im busy with nutin else..

what happen lately..i mean in one day.

1st.

I called him to ask for the pay, since he keep asking me how to get his pay..
and you know what?
he replied : ape kau nak?
i replied : kau da dapat gaji?
he : ape lah.aku kat luarr..
me : kau dgn siape?
he : aku kat luar laaaa.dengan sedare aku.
me : kau da dapat gaji ke belom?
he : ape la??
me : kau da dapat gaji ke belom?
he : belom la...
me : k bye.

tell me where did i went wrong?
first, he needs me to help him, now im asking him if he get the pay already, he treat me like a fucking noob.

2nd
okay next.
i ask him , questions like ,who's going skating?
what time?where?
he said "kau jgn byk tanye la"
so, it's wrong to ask .okay.
and
ok i was late for skating cause i fell asleep..
and, i reach there, yan give me that face..
idk where i went wrong.
so i change my bearing, and then he and dan walks away like im not even exist there.
so they left me behind.
for the whole day i dont have the mood..Till night..waiting for noni to finish working.


then i decided to talk to noni cause, i know she will be happy i msg her..
but nope..hais..she say she's going clubbing till 1 AM with her friend.
i was pretty much shock and pissed..i don't really have the mood for that whole day..and suddenly she said she's clubbing till 1am, where she's working tmoro morning..
but, she's just jk, she said she's gg macDonald with her friend till 1am..
then, i'm pretty much bored. and seriously boRED.and i don't have anyone to talk to and i decided to talk to her..
but, she was pretty much busy with her friend at macdonald..
what will it be worst for my day?

i dream about lots of lots of nuisance in my dream..what will it be worst for me?
sigh....
why am i having soooo dramatic moments these few days?
could you help me cheer me up noni?
i depand so much on you..yes..only you..

okay..im having a cough..and my eyes keep blinking..it feels heavy..
but im sure i had enough sleep..

I don't know what to do..
I don't wanna lose her..
I just SUCK at all these..

friends can't even be trusted.
oh they know you so well..
They'll bring you down one day..


my existence here doesn't even matter to human being...

i just want to die!

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello fuckers.
im back.
jyeap.
same old thing.

been movie marathon-ing with noni .
haha.watch ps:i love you, and i fell alseep.
and she didnt wake me up, yet, she asked her mum to look at me.
pantat.
hahah.

okay..my pay/salary really dissapoint me.i don't wanna talk about pay.

and oh, money just vanished into the thin air.haha..
now, no more money to eat.top up.

the interesting FACTS
- people will always think they are right even though they are in the wrong.
- people likes to disturb others, but doesnt like to be disturbed.I'm serious!
- people will tend to look for point and whatever which can make the story true.
- people ALWAYS want to WIN
- people don't see their GOD DAMN mistake but pretty sure observe people mistake really sharp.

to these people, get your fucking own life .hate me, leave,thank you very much.

hmm. im in need of cash.seriously. sheeshh..
to those people still owe me, i need cash !serious!
not that i can't wait . but as you guys promise .:)
oh well. shall not say it no more cause , when those people know about this, they tend to
say that i can't wait for money.or desperate or whatever shits that can make them happy.haha. and that is part of the interesting FACTS.
but if i keep it low, they tend to make me forget and zooooooom, they off without paying.haha.
so better not say it no more.interesting facts isn't it?

FACT NO.2
Never ever trust your friends.hahah
cause they tend to bring you down without notice, either both, you did the best for them, or you bullshit with them.either both purposely or not on purpose.
well. This is true.

hmm..okay..been missing noni for the past 2 days?and yet, 2 or 3 more days to come.
ouh.ya..

To tell the truth.
i need extra extra attention from noni.heh.
make your effort sweetheart.
i won't be "hah"-ing cause i think that is pretty rude.
and i think you did say that " hah" ing is pretty much being rude.oh welll..haha.
look who's talking sweetheart. 8)
Patience lead to the right path sweetheart.trust me on this.
okay..did i mention i miss her?oh well.yeap.
I may be your irritating, annoying boyfriend, but yeap.
i miss you..alot..lately..

oh well..pit is coming..i hope things goes pretty well..
and i hope "friends" don't make anything stupid to spoil my plan with noni.pretty plssss..
oh yeap.
its gonna be our half a year anniversary.haha.
so plss pls plssss and pretty pleaseeeee don't spoil my day with noni..
ouh wait...hahaha.oh well.you guys not suppose to know.but. just don't!

oh ya..my bearing just burst earlier on when skating.haha..


hais..
i've been not in the mood for the past few days..
i've been thinking alot..
pretty much lot..
and i just need someone or, something to cure this thoughts..
pretty please..

can i have a cheeseburger?


ps: i love you noni.