Well today is friday.
so, at 12am, my pay will come to me and say hello!and i will be "hello shopping"!
yes, sadly, with noni.haha.jk.
i can't wait for monday probably?
i dunu.maybe cause i started to miss her already for now even though we just meet earlier on.

so.
what have i done today.

went to school, bring my deck to school.and i was damn ____ when rain starts to get heavier and heavier.imagine , i open the class room door, and it was like , im in the door or the other dimension. hahah.yes.all the small droplets of rain just splash into my spectacle.see how classic can that be?then, i went to so called my "upcoming second house" to put my deck and stuff, and then , went back to school, cause got this particular top student seminar?
trust me, you won't like to be there.

then i went back to noni house and eat, not once, but twice!haha.
hakeem went for ncc camp ?ima go mediacorp thingy?my cik esah dangdut(hehe noni yang kate)
watch tv at home.hahah.

then me and noni went skating and meet the others at queenstown, and it rains!goatdamnit.
how cruel can human be by saying their own god, damnit?so i decided to say goat, damn it.

and now im home, and yes..

I miss you out of the blue noni..
trust me it's different when you're not around..
i feel the sudden change of my life when you're not with me..
and i really want you to be with me where i'm standing ..
ever wonder why i'm with you?
ask me, cause i don't know..it all happen so fast isnt it?
but.god must be really kind to give me a kind hearted soul..
I know she got her own issues which i don't know..
I let her keep it on her own..cause, i know she wouldn't tell me either..
even if i ask..yeap..
The interesting part is that, I'm not one bit of her ideal type of guy..
we share different interest, we live in the different way of previous life..
but, what matter most is that, i simply love her.
She may not be the ideal type of girl which im wishing for,
but She is the GIRL that i wish for..
i would bleed for you just to ensure you're safe ..safe enough to sleep sweetheart..
you ARE my beyonce..
Do you know how much you cost?
priceless.i would be ready to face all obstacle and hatred..
i would be standing infront of you just to let the bullet inject my body,
i would be standing behind you whenever you're about to fall..
i will be flying above you just not to let any ice hit your head..
and i will be the cusion , just to make you comfortable, even though if you fall..
no matter what happen in our future life..
no matter how hard i tried..
no matter how painfull its gonna be..
i will still be the one to protect you..

i love you noni..

Sarang Haeyo Noni

Hello readers, i shall blog cause i haven't been updating my blog for these few weeks.
so.what have i done recently

Work, -_-
school.

yeap.hahaha.
saving money for license .
got damn it.there's lot to save.haha.
another 3 to 4 months to go.And keep saving!

hmm.yesterday.
Some of us went to the Dragon Kiln and they showed us how to make clay.hahaha
okay.then atlast, i make an ash tray for myself.will be updating the pics later on.not now.cause im in school!hahah.
okay then noni went to my house, and yes!she meet every one in my family already.hahaha
She said she was nervous at first, sooner, she will get used to it.
Jurong is a very peacefull place in Singapore.haha.
K then we went to jurong point for a while, then , we off to Bedok, to her house .
and. i was shocked..pretty much happy.But at the same time, scared.
She say something in front of noni's sibblings.
She ask me to take good care of wati, and she will be sad if wati found a new partner.
awww...she want me to love wati and she also want wati to love me.She want me to marry her.
But that will be a few years more to come.I'm too young for this..
i would really want to take good care of her.
InsyaAllah.

Sarang Haeyo Noni!

Countless enemies.

Hadziq and Hari. Besties forever.


Okeh I got nothing to say cos this is so not my blog. What am I supposed to say?
Hadziq play ping pong just now?
He talk to Hari about Miami ink?
He came over to my house?
He and the rest of the classmate sing our teacher Sri and Salvador a Happy Birthday song?
He took picture with Sheila on 7 members?
He gonna treat me laksa tomorrow?
He will be late for school again?
I don't know man.
K bye.

i can't concentrate and i fucking hate flash and school work.
it just sucks.It makes my life miserable.
I started to get pissed of with some of them in this fucking class.
Why CAn't See me live my happy life?
So you guys happy to see me suffer.thanks.

i hate flash .I hate school work.
I hate flash . I hate School work.
fuck .

I don't wanna go to school.
i want to go for ns.
fucking shit.
then go get a fucking job.
then i life my life to the fullest.

so thank you and fuck off.

Motion.

Noni is here to rescue Dadang avid reader from getting bored.
So let us begin. I'm not sure what to say but I'll try.
So we're not fighting anymore.
ThankGod for that. I hate serious talk. It bores the hell out of me.
He ate nasi lemak my dad cook.
He ate sambal my mumy cook.
I'm not sure he ate the egg I fry.
But I know he ate the chicken I fried.
Two piece summore. Licin!!!

He skate tomorrow.
I'm working tomorrow. Big bummer.

He got his hair cut.
He hates it.
I think it okay.
The customer sevice sucks big time.
I swear I would never stepped my foot at that shop ever again.
And I'm broke.
Rich days. Bye bye.
And to the readers. Good-bye.

I love my girlfriend very much!
My boyf is a gundoo.

Gd night everyone. Peace out.

SUPERFLY!

Hello fellow peeps.haha.Starting school already. so see ya soon!

Happy Anny Noni!
hahaha happy tak terkate.k byebye!
<3>

The Scientist.

I just wanna live my life to the fullest for now..
It's been a hard one ever since some incident happen..and yea.
The one which is the BIG one..
i wish i could have the remote to travel back time to improve what humans have been doing.. i wish that wouldn't happen.but it happened..and if you realise, its not getting to the normal state..
who to blame?
who hold the guilt?
Are we still fighting for ego?
Is this sacrifices?
or Is this just a mind trick..?

Im not one bit attractive.. yes..i really am..not like you guys with such great flaws. is that where the problem came?Who's the judge? I don't know how to cure this feeling..
maybe if i can't , others can? or isit the other way round? Im not good at making decision.. i never did wanna make a decision..

i just don't wanna talk about all this .. but it seems like, if we ignore, till when we gonna endure ? isit better to talk things out nicely and stop the ego? or isit better to leave it be ? friends or foe.?
friends, totally.. but i used to read this article somewhere long time ago..
"Your bestfriend are your greatest enemy."
Which means. Your bestfriend will know you too well, they know your great powers, they know your weakness..and they will eventually bring you down if they need to someday..
Is this article a stupid thing to post?or isit true? Everyone is in pain recently.
What's the cause?do you guys know your own mistakes? or isit the "ego" still conquering you? It is never to late for everything in life.


but still, you are the greatest human being ever in my whole life Nur Hidahwati . someday you will know the true meaning of commitment,companionship,honesty,sacrifices and patience.make me be the first to know these from you before others do..




noni,i will never let you down..If you were about to fall, i'll be your cushion.And i'll make sure that i will fall before you..whereelse, there nothing much to say but , i love you..

My teeth is in pain ..
Its like a strong wooden brick hit the spot ..
Well..yea..what a stupid thing to do..
I'm just tired..maybe..or probably
i'm just tired..and..just too tired..

Animal have feelings too.Human can't communicate with them and
understand them. The only thing they could make them understand
is by doing some action..They never give up and atleast
tried to make the other understand him..but sometimes others just
simply couldnt really understand..
They wonder around.Seeing the cruel world living.

Even cat sneeze, cat breathe, cat eat, cat shit.


i can't bear to live without you right now..i just need your attention, ur love, ur care..is that wrong?
The blueblack is fading away..thank god..Thank god it didnt hit the eye several times...

It tooks years to make century , It tooks a moment to make memories.

well its 2.54am in the morning!and i cant sleep!!!arggggg!
y8 y8 y8 .

hmm.
i wanna reflect of what i've done so far ..

noni,

jyea..she's the truly sweetest girl i ever met
and i nvr felt this way before..
we shared the ups and down of a relationship.and im happy cause we manage to overcome all obsticle

well these are the things that i bought for her!

a book.jyea..a "ps: i love you" book , and a cute little carebear.
haha.
a sandman comic.aww i make her a tear drop moment..haha.i was touched though.
anna sui wallet.wait.hahaha
first, a second hand red wallet , which used to be mum's wallet, and i asked mum if its okay if i
give that wallet to my noni since she nvr used it anymore and mum say "yes." with a smile.hahah.i wonder what's in her mind.i would nvr dare to ask.
then, an Anna sui wallet. hahah.aww she got it!i wont tell her where i get those.hahaha.
and i think there's more but i couldnt remember all.heh.sorry dear.

i nvr bought all this ever in my entire life to a girl.
excluding a birthday gift la.
haha.

and she bought me a hugo boss limited edition for our very first cute one month!awww!
you shouldnt waste ur money you know.and she gave me a shoe, but now her dad used it to go to work.hahahah!that was classic!but i don'tmind .hahaha.
hmm..i wonder what's next.

noni told me that i don't have looks..but, i have the heart, the liver, the kidney the what so ever in my body.and she say she's confident to have me in her life..Thanks noni. I promise myself to take good care of you okay?InsyaAllah.

another thing bout noni, she's diff from other girls .She's not the juliet type you know?
she nvr say i love you right in front of my face.if she would have to, she will cry.
poor little noni .haha.aww.
But when she has to say something , she say it real nice.and all the phrase..oh my..i'm too stupid for her vocab!hahaha.but i know she mean it.do you noni?

hmm.
work work work :(
money money money :D
get it?hahaha

hmm.

my goals for now.

save atleast $3000 in my bank.

my goals for a few years time to come
I wanna go vacation with noni ah!tsk.but i guess that will be a few years more to come.only IF me and her really really really work hard for it.haha.i hope so.If we do, it will be a splendid journey!haha

my goals for everyday life

To make noni happy!to hold her hands tight!to be around her! to gave her the comfort zone!:D

well, i LOVE you my little noni moni macaronni . ;D
and it's 3.14am in the morning.ARGH!im working for goodness sake!shit!
okay gotta go, i need to force myself to go to sleep.

Well, i cant seem to sleep early nowdays.
So, i played this game called combat arms.haha.
well, i guess i cant meet my dearest noni till school reopen, we're busy working.
atleast we got to earn money right?
haha.worst still, her ppd is currenly low, and its hard for me to contact her.damn.
i wish i have that extra 10 bucks to top up for her.
hmmmm..well she's sleeping now i guess.
i wonder what is she dreaming bout?haha.erm..milo probably.
haha.till here then, i don't think i will be blogging these few days cause im working straight till sat, and sun will be working again i guess?not sure .
well goodnyt bloggy.haha.

Ps: noni, i love you dear :)

Im lazy to think for the title i swear

I think i like working at TRU. hmmmmm.
Its tiring la, but only when comes to stock?other than that, im prepared to work .hahah
okay just now , i woke up at 11.30. and i thought my schedule for today is Afternoon shift, but glad to know , today i work for morning shift. hahahah.wtf. luckily i msged eddie the manager, and he was okay with it, and change my schedule for afternoon.and im happy working with rafi cause i wont get bored to entertain his merepek-ness in tru.hahah.
I can't stop thinking about noni..i want her.where is she?noni?where are youuu?haiyaaaa
didnt get to contact her for this one whole day..abit dissapointed..cause i miss her.badly.
hope she knows la.but, if she knows and she doesnt care, well, thats too bad for me.
hais..okay..im damn bored and somehow dissapointed. Where are you noni?
i need you..

Today is sunday. really?hahah!i sleep for the whole day! ya.serious.
i just woke up at this time which is 7.30 in my screen.hahaha.
At 4 plus, noni called.awww she still thinking about me while working. i love her .

Yesterdae full shift, 2moro aft or morning shift?shit la i forgot about my time table.geezzz.

okay i love you noniiii

Bitterheart

Jyea, i enjoy working back at toys r us. i had fun. observing people's stupid behaviour.
Come right into the store and didn't even walk around for a min, and start asking " excuse me, where's this item?i want this item." okay here it goess with some fucking rich indians.(not all,hari is my friend.)

Bloody indian woman : excuse me, i want this item. where is it?
me : ouh. it's around that corner mam.Just go straight to the lego session
bloody indian woman : where isit?pls bring me there.

me at the moment thinking ( what are you?stupid?)

me : okay sure.

When i already bring her to that lego session...

bloody indian woman: I want this item, can you find this for me here?

me at the moment thinking ( one day, your child, my slave )

me : its here. everything is here, for this small package of lego, we don't keep it
inside. If you can't find it it probably sold out.

bloody indian woman: my son want this lego. But its not here.

me : hold on i check with my manager

bloody indian woman with that silly so called angry,pissed off face (NOT!you're a fucking slut!)

me : sorry mam its out of stock

bloody indian woman : but there's this one at this showcase, you guys should have it!How
come there's none.

me at the moment thinking ( you might probably buy it once and then all of it to make use of a
"toy" for you to stuck it in your flower.-__-

me : its out of stock mam

bloody indian woman just went of without thanking my patience and help . haha

That is life in Toys r us.hahaha see. you get to see lots of wonderfull people. :D

okay i forgot to tell noni that i saw sheik haikel's wife. She went into the store!alone.man she's gorgeous.haha




Hmm..I hope things gonna be better..it seems like noni see the true colour of me being a "kental boy" Only me and her know what is it. Anyhoos, forget bout it.but soon we're gonna talk about it .But to my dearest noni, How wonderfull god is. He actually made your heart soft.Did you notice that?my prayers did came true..Alhamdulillah.But it was me who harden it for a few minutes.Im sorry about that..Maybe i'm just a little bit too caried away with my feelings..
well. wokay, i wanna sleep.goodnite.

My Super Girl

Today, i wanna post about my super duper noni. She got lots of super power.I'll show you her powerfull power.get it?powerfull power.

So this is my super girl. She can make
her nose and
mouth invisible you know.haha

And she can manupulate fire.She's hot!hahaha

She is fast and intelligent

She can also hypnotize all the living thing



You see, she got lots of power. but the most important is, she has this power that no one can see.Love. haha.she love me alot.:) i love you super duper girl noni!Rest in my arm, i'll keep you warm and cool.

This is super duper noni's small sister. Unfortunetely, she is the blur and dumb of the dumbest one.hahahaha.She's extra.i mean, she's extra blur.hahaha

Muka ada senyumm

The "feminine" part of noniii

Mat Batu haha.

wokay the last pic, it reminds me of someone hahahaha.Do i look slim?hehe